It bugs me that people don’t appreciate anything they have. If something doesn’t go their way they automatically hate their life. You shouldn’t hate your life if you have a lot of blessings. You’re lucky you live the good life. Appreciate everything you have because by the time you realize the blessings you have, they might not be there anymore.
- late replies
- being ignored
- one word replies
- when someone talks to be because they’re bored
- when someone talks to me because they want something
I have no inspiration or motivation to do anything anymore. Everything’s getting so boring. I’m used to everything now. I just don’t give two fucks about anything. I’m pretty much to the point where I just want to give up on life. I wish someone would unexpectedly come into my life and give me a reason why to stay.
I don’t have a lot of friends, nobody begs me to stay when I have to go, I rarely get messages, nobody tells me they need me, and nobody waits for me to come online. But none of that really matters to me because the only thing I care about is making people smile. If I can just make 1 person smile each day, even just a tiny smile that lasts a split second, nothing else matters.
I miss how we always used to talk. I miss our late night conversations. I miss our corny and cute messages we used to send to each other. I miss hugging you. I miss the times we hung out with each other. I miss the times we would webcam with each other. I miss the way things used to be. I miss you so much that it hurts…
I don’t want you to leave me. I don’t want you to stop talking to me. I’ve had so many people that walked out of my life. It hurts. You’re the person that I don’t want to lose. So please don’t be that person.